A scary thought experiment
23 Apr 2022
Today I had a scary thought experiment. If, suddenly, Manca would declare her love for me, and we would be a thing. Would I then be content? Or am I just attaching my general latent apathy to my inability to be with her? Am I just taking my most recent failure, or obstacle, and ascribing it the full weight of all my failings?
Really, I need to do some life-debugging. What, really, is missing? Or, what would I be missing, even if I had Manca?
- Job
- Friends
- House / living situation
- Resiliency
- ?